<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0" xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:googleplay="http://www.google.com/schemas/play-podcasts/1.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[Antagolist: Michael Series]]></title><description><![CDATA[Michael Jackson currently exists in a limbo between the crooks running his Estate, monetizing and stripping away his legacy for their own enrichment, and a media still so afraid of his influence that it continues producing documentaries around allegations he was cleared of in court, determined to stop him from influencing people even from the grave. Therefore, I’ll speak for this man, spread the research, knowledge, and truth he can no longer defend himself with. Welcome to my Michael series.]]></description><link>https://www.antagolist.com/s/michael-series</link><image><url>https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!rSeZ!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F3b4dfbad-715b-4d80-933d-94471bd3be9c_1109x1109.png</url><title>Antagolist: Michael Series</title><link>https://www.antagolist.com/s/michael-series</link></image><generator>Substack</generator><lastBuildDate>Mon, 22 Jun 2026 04:57:27 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://www.antagolist.com/feed" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><copyright><![CDATA[Miranda Vidak]]></copyright><language><![CDATA[en]]></language><webMaster><![CDATA[mirandavidak@substack.com]]></webMaster><itunes:owner><itunes:email><![CDATA[mirandavidak@substack.com]]></itunes:email><itunes:name><![CDATA[Miranda Vidak]]></itunes:name></itunes:owner><itunes:author><![CDATA[Miranda Vidak]]></itunes:author><googleplay:owner><![CDATA[mirandavidak@substack.com]]></googleplay:owner><googleplay:email><![CDATA[mirandavidak@substack.com]]></googleplay:email><googleplay:author><![CDATA[Miranda Vidak]]></googleplay:author><itunes:block><![CDATA[Yes]]></itunes:block><item><title><![CDATA[Who's Actually Bad Here?]]></title><description><![CDATA[A week into Michael's death, a firsthand record surrounding one of the biggest cultural moments of our lifetime]]></description><link>https://www.antagolist.com/p/whos-actually-bad-here</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.antagolist.com/p/whos-actually-bad-here</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Miranda Vidak]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 09 May 2026 20:33:55 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!sJpG!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5b0eb8c0-08a4-4b1d-a7ad-89c46487199e_1500x982.webp" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><em>I wrote this article on July 2nd, 2009, a week after Michael Jackson died. It was written in the aftermath of the media frenzy surrounding his death, and serves as my firsthand cultural record of the behavior of everyone in his orbit: his family, the media, friends, former accusers, and the emotional climate surrounding one of the biggest cultural moments of our lifetime. You can read the first part of my Michael series, written on the day he died &#8212; <a href="https://www.antagolist.com/p/the-man-in-my-mirror">The Man in My Mirror.</a></em></p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!Sltx!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F387ba13c-a778-4051-9da7-a1c57ae9b676_1855x72.png" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!Sltx!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F387ba13c-a778-4051-9da7-a1c57ae9b676_1855x72.png 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!Sltx!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F387ba13c-a778-4051-9da7-a1c57ae9b676_1855x72.png 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!Sltx!,w_1272,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F387ba13c-a778-4051-9da7-a1c57ae9b676_1855x72.png 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!Sltx!,w_1456,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F387ba13c-a778-4051-9da7-a1c57ae9b676_1855x72.png 1456w" sizes="100vw"><img src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!Sltx!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F387ba13c-a778-4051-9da7-a1c57ae9b676_1855x72.png" width="1456" height="57" data-attrs="{&quot;src&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/387ba13c-a778-4051-9da7-a1c57ae9b676_1855x72.png&quot;,&quot;srcNoWatermark&quot;:null,&quot;fullscreen&quot;:null,&quot;imageSize&quot;:null,&quot;height&quot;:57,&quot;width&quot;:1456,&quot;resizeWidth&quot;:null,&quot;bytes&quot;:8000,&quot;alt&quot;:null,&quot;title&quot;:null,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;image/png&quot;,&quot;href&quot;:null,&quot;belowTheFold&quot;:false,&quot;topImage&quot;:true,&quot;internalRedirect&quot;:&quot;https://www.antagolist.com/i/196938087?img=https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F387ba13c-a778-4051-9da7-a1c57ae9b676_1855x72.png&quot;,&quot;isProcessing&quot;:false,&quot;align&quot;:null,&quot;offset&quot;:false}" class="sizing-normal" alt="" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!Sltx!,w_424,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F387ba13c-a778-4051-9da7-a1c57ae9b676_1855x72.png 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!Sltx!,w_848,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F387ba13c-a778-4051-9da7-a1c57ae9b676_1855x72.png 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!Sltx!,w_1272,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F387ba13c-a778-4051-9da7-a1c57ae9b676_1855x72.png 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!Sltx!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F387ba13c-a778-4051-9da7-a1c57ae9b676_1855x72.png 1456w" sizes="100vw" fetchpriority="high"></picture><div></div></div></a></figure></div><h3>Michael, Part Two</h3>
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   ]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Man in My Mirror]]></title><description><![CDATA[I wrote this article on June 25th, 2009. It's a historic, first-hand account of the moment that fundamentally changed how I perceive human nature, fame, media, power, and America itself.]]></description><link>https://www.antagolist.com/p/the-man-in-my-mirror</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.antagolist.com/p/the-man-in-my-mirror</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Miranda Vidak]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 07 May 2026 21:50:51 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!2T0j!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F22ac0a83-3752-47a5-a573-bf4a560ae3ce_960x548.webp" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" 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When I told him I couldn&#8217;t go, he casually asked &#8212; <em>busy today, what day can you go?</em> No, I can&#8217;t see this movie. Ever.</p><p>I spent about 45 minutes on the phone explaining to one of my closest friends why I can&#8217;t see a <strong>Michael Jackson</strong> biopic, and probably never will, and he just wasn&#8217;t getting it. <em>Miranda, you&#8217;ve been obsessed with Michael for 4 decades, what the fuck, let&#8217;s go see a fucking movie.</em></p><p>I figured out during that phone call that I&#8217;ll never be able to explain why my body physically can&#8217;t walk into that theater and watch that movie unless I give you the full picture. And that picture begins on June 25, 2009 &#8212; the day Michael Jackson died. I was there, ten minutes from his house. When the news broke, I went to his home. I&#8230;</p>
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